Choices

I didn’t choose to move. I chose to take adventures. It’s weird how friendships that aren’t real can end when something you didn’t do comes off as your fault. Isn’t that funny! I’ve realized that when you’re happy, friendships that aren’t really, well, real or true, they just crumble. There is always a person who needs the attention and hates you when you get it, or when she matters more and won’t listen. I’ve found a couple of those people, and if you read my other posts, you’ll notice that Darcy, Rachel, and Margo are some those people.

Stay happy and be bold, be you and take adventures and risks.

Come On Adam!

So Adam is a normal boy, kind of. He has his flaws and perks. But right now, he, and a bunch of other boys, are in the ‘ignoring boy’ faze. What!? Now they think that they are being cool and are trying to make me like them more, but no! I am not! Actually, I’m getting annoyed! Argh! Snapchat is in right now and so Adam will open it five minutes after I sent it, and then MAYBE reply five minutes after that. What is up with boys these days? Don’t get me wrong, I still like him, but wouldn’t everything be easier without that temptation to scream “REPLY!!!!” to him?

Mysterious Harrison

So Harrison has had the title of the ‘new kid’ even though he has been at the school for two years. He is one of the ‘Idaho Boys’ at the school, so, from the looks of it, he won’t be free from them. He’s quiet, smart, barely knows I’m alive, but still texts me and will occasionally Snapchat me. Margo is back and bad. When she came to the school, she had all eyes for him, made a huge deal about him, and then left him. She’s crazy and now he’s quiet. If Margo found that anyone liked the Mysterious Harrison she would go crazy. I realize that every school has a Margo but wouldn’t life be easier with no Margo?

Bad Blood

Heli-Skiing 1

Today was my first day heli-skiing. It was so much fun! Living in Jackson Hole has its perks, and so does a dad that knows people… We skied all around Idaho and Wyoming for a few hours. I had a blast and can’t wait till next time. Let’s just say, Margo and Darcy were off my mind at the time!

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Sorry about the awkward sideways picture.

Chicken Fried

Little White Lies?

This is my first ‘Drama’ post. Note that the names in my posts have been changed. So, I live in Jackson Hole, Wyoming, and girls there are supposed to be active and wants to be outside, right? I made plans with this one girl one night. And the next day, as I was packing to go see her and we were about to leave, she texted me saying that she couldn’t because she had a doctors appointment. You would expect that Rachel would tell me the truth. I have been friends with her for so long! So, let me rewind.

I am doing homeschool for the second semester of my seventh grade year. I have been applying to schools since I was little and for most things, I get the word ‘no’ a lot. There is a lot for me to hope for but I have learned that no is okay. Ever since I stepped out of my old school, I have found that I am in the middle of drama. Nobody really wants to hang out with me and doesn’t really like me except this one boy named Adam. Now, Adam, has gotten me in trouble with girls that he doesn’t even know about, but that is another story.

So that entire day, I was trying to find someone to ski with or at least hang out with. It was Sunday and I had asked six people to hang out and they all had plans. Then came Rachel and I was so excited but then she had a doctor’s appointment. Or so I thought. On her Snapchat story, she was shopping with other girls the entire day. I claim that as a friend that isn’t trustworthy and that isn’t true. Can girls really be like that? Adam came into this story, and you will find that he is in a lot, but he almost skipped school for me. His parents said that he couldn’t miss school because he had just been on a trip, but if it was his decision, he would have skipped school to ski with me and make me feel better. That is a friend. Adam has a great heart and I am glad to be his friend. Remember that people like Adam are out there.

The Beginning of Margo

Adam is back in this story. I literally have never told anybody who I ‘liked’ and so I thought that I should tell MargoMargo and I became really close ever since she moved here from Florida and I knew that we were going to be great friends. So, I told her that I liked Adam. After I told her that, she asked why I liked him. Is that even a question? I am thirteen! I am not supposed to know why I like him, I jut do! So I wrote her back saying that I don’t know. I didn’t hear from her for twenty minutes and I was hoping that she was cool with it. It isn’t like I am going to marry Adam so what’s the problem? Then, Darcy came into the story. Darcy, let’s just say that she is unexpected. I don’t exactly trust her, she has lost my trust a couple times, but that’s not what I am talking about. Margo told Darcy about Adam and then Darcy texted me saying that I am not ‘allowed’ to like Adam. For a while, she was fighting with me about Adam and she doesn’t even like him. Things started to not make sense. I started getting a feeling that I had made an enemy by doing absolutely nothing. She started talking and I started to get mad. What had I done? What did I do wrong? It made me upset that the one time I had confessed my crush, it all got ruined. Margo then apologized for spilling but I get this feeling that she is upset too. I’m glad that she had apologized but, I still feel like that I need to wait before I can tell her more. Do you have any of those friends?

First

My name is Brady. I am a thirteen year old girl who is growing up like everyone else. My mom calls me a “baby giraffe” because I am awkwardly growing up through middle school drama like everyone else. For now, that’s all, but as I go through my journey of teen years, you will see me in a different way. Musically, and through each little post.